So, it has been kind of quiet around the salt lick lately. I admire guys like this, and this who can everyday wake up and have the time to get a blog entry out there. Now, don’t get me wrong, I don’t do this because I have to, I do it because I want to. But I am surprised at how quiet I have been over these past few days. I hope to shed some light on it all.
I have been feeling kind of blah lately. Physically I’m fine. However, if I am honest with you, and I want to be honest, I have been feeling kind of blah. I am tired. I am hungry.
I am tired of waking up tired. I am tired of wanting more. I am tired in a good sort of way. I don’t want to sit still and just watch as things go by. I want to be apart of them. I want to be included in the “things”.
I am hungry for all sorts of things, the least of which is food. In the last three weeks, I have been trying to read as much as I can, and learn as much as I can. I am hungry to know more. I want to be the best leader, and pastor that I can be. I am hungry to see God do big things. I couldn’t tell you what they are, or what they should be, all I know is that I am hungry to be apart of it!
I guess I have a lot going through my head in these last few days. I have been thinking about a lot, wondering a lot, and praying a lot. Pray with me that God would do great things here in Doylestown. It is a privilege to serve as the Youth Pastor here at FBC.
~Peter
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Everyday-Yes. Good-Very questionable. Thanks for the link though!
What tires me out more than anything is not being understood. I think it is more not knowing what my true purpose is here on earth. I know that God has given me many talents, well ok a few, but to do what with those. When people misinterpt what I am trying to say I feel as though my only link to figuring out what it is I should be doing, is broken. This is probably confusing… See you this evening for a good meeting
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