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Here is an excerpt from the book, The Grace and Truth Paradox by Randy Alcorn.

Welsey Allan Dodd tortured, molested, and murdered three boys in Vancouver, Washington, fifteen miles from our home.

Dodd was scheduled to be hanged–the first U.S. hanging in three decades–shortly after midnight, January 4, 1993.

At dinner that evening, both our daughters, then eleven and thirteen, prayed earnestly that Dodd would repent and place his faith in Christ before he died.  I agreed with their prayer…but only because I knew I should.

Randy Alcorn, AuthorI stayed up and watched.  Reporters from all over the country crowded around the prison.  Twelve media representatives were firsthand witnesses to the execution.  When they emerged thirty minutes after Dodd died, they recounted the experience.

One of them read Dodd’s last words: “I had thought there was no hope and no peace.  I was wrong.  I have found hope and peace in the Lord Jesus Christ.”

Gasps and groans erupted from the gallery.  The anger was palpable.  ‘How dare someone who has done anything so terrible say he has found hope and peace in Jesus?’ Did he really think God would let him into heaven after what he’d done?  ‘Shut up and go to hell, child killer–you won’t get off so easy!’

The idea of God’s offering grace to Dodd was utterly offensive.

And yet…didn’t Jesus die for Dodd’s sins just as He did for mine?  No sin is bigger than the Savior.  Grace is, literally, not of this world.  I struggled with the idea of God saving Dodd only because I thought too much of myself and too little of my Lord.

I’d imagined the distance between Dodd and me as the difference between the South and North Poles.  But when you consider God’s viewpoint from light-years away, that distance is negligible.  In my standing before a holy God, apart from Christ… I am Dodd.  I am Dahmer.  I am Mao.

It is so easy to sit and judge other people.  Someone recently said, it is easy for me to condemn the sins that I don’t struggle with.  Too true right?  It is easy to feel like I am better than everyone else because I don’t do what they do.  Let’s take a step back.  What does Jesus say?  Check out Matthew 7:3-5

Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother’s eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ and behold, the log is in your own eye?  You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother’s eye.

I am one of those people.  I have become incredibly god at judging other people’s specks while wandering around with a nail in my own eye.  This little book by Randy Alcorn, is well worth the read.  Put this book on your amazon wish list.

For those of you who are recovering judge’s… It’s time to set the gavel down.  Step down out of the bench and come alongside of those who suffer.  Let’s stop throwing stones at one another and graciously help bring one another to the cross of Christ.  It is at the cross where we can find forgiveness and grace.

Which is more difficult for you, telling truth or giving grace?  I’d love to hear your thoughts…

~Peter

As many of you know, my life is in the midst of a major transition.  Recently I have resigned from my position as youth pastor at First Baptist Church in Doylestown and I have accepted an associate pastor position at Liquid Church in Morristown NJ.  My life meets the pre-req’s for the term transitional to apply.  I am living in one state, and working in another.  Our front yard is decorated with a large “for sale” sign.  The attic is ready to explode with the amount of boxes that are shoved up in there.

Our life is in the midst of a transition.

Transitions are crazy right?  If you’ve been through one, then you know what I am talking about.  Some of you may have moved, changed jobs, or added children to your family–all of these things create a massive disruption to your version of normal.  I was on the phone this morning and I said, “I can’t wait to get back to a version of normal”.  See, normal is relative.  Right now is anything but normal.  That is okay–because it is a time of transition.  Right now, I can say to myself, NORMAL WILL RETURN!

But, during this time of transition, life is crazy!  I am driving more now than I have ever driven before.  I am learning a whole new language, a new organization, and a new work culture.  I am farther from home more often than ever before.  Things do not feel normal.

In the midst of this transition there are several things that are constant.  I am still a dad to my three kids, and I am still a husband.  This has not changed, nor will it ever change.  The hard part is trying to figure out how to balance being the best daddy to these three precious children and being the best husband to my wife all while living in the midst of crazy amounts of commotion.

Daddy and KidsStarting last week our church kicked off a Wednesday night worship and prayer service as a part of our Revive Series.  It will run up until the week before Easter.  The idea is that on Wednesday we would fast and pray and end our day with corporate prayer and worship.  (Aussie Dave blogged about it here.)  Last week was my first week at Liquid, and my first week participating in the church wide fast.   We were challenged by Pastor Tim to pray about what we should fast and bring before God.  I knew quickly what I was fasting for.  It was clear, and obvious.  I was to be fasting for my wife and my kids.  I specifically was asking God to watch over and protect my family.  I was asking God to meet their needs since I couldn’t.  Simply put, it was me asking God to do what I couldn’t.

That Wednesday afternoon I had to walk to the store to get some ice for the evening, and I was praying for Grace, my 5 year old.  She was having a particularly hard day emotionally.  I was on my way back from the 7-11, awkwardly carrying three bags of ice when I noticed several common sparrows flitting about on the ground ahead of me.  I paused to watch them for just a few brief moments and then I noticed what they were doing.

Birds on the SidewalkThe sparrows were dancing around a small puddle that had formed in the low area of the sidewalk, and they were drinking from this pool.  I watched one sparrow in particular crane its neck forward in order to swallow up a small amount of water.  I was reminded in that moment how much God cared for these sparrows.  Those sparrows were being taken care of by God through that puddle. I thought of my daughter, Grace, and how much I wanted God to take care of her emotions.  I thought of my wife, Tiffany, and how much I wanted God to give her strength.  I thought of my son, Noah, and how much I wanted God to protect him and watch over him.  I thought of my 1 year old daughter, Leah, and how much I wanted her to know that her daddy loves her.

And then I thought of how much God takes care of these sparrows.  I was reminded of what Jesus says in Matthew 10:29-31,

“Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?  And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father.  But even the hairs of your head are all numbered.  Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows.”

It was in that moment that God comforted me and reminded me that they are really his children, and He’s got it all under control.  Even when I don’t feel it!  Tiffany is His daughter whom He values more than I ever could.

It still feels crazy.  But I am thankful that God is a God who handles all of the transitions.

~Peter

For four and a half years I have served as the Student Ministries Pastor at First Baptist Church of Doylestown.  There have been times when we have laughed so hard that I cried.  There have been times when I have flat out just cried.  There have been times when we stayed up all night.  There have been times when we served our community and the communities around us.  We have seen God break through in the lives of countless students and truly be their Lord and savior.  I have been given the privilege to work alongside of some really gifted individuals that love God and love others.  I have had an opportunity to train and mentor others.  I have learned new things about leadership, students, volunteers, myself, and God.  It has been an incredible journey.

God has blessed me abundantly more than I could have ever dreamed He would.

It is with a contemplative spirit that I write the ending to this chapter in our history.  I am thankful for all that God has done in and through us here at First Baptist.  We are truly excited for the future.  We are excited to dream about what God is going to do in and through us as we follow Him.  The future is filled with unknowns for us.  But whose future isn’t?  So we will walk by faith, knowing that God has never left us hanging, never let us go, or ever turned His back on us.

Some of you have been asking what I will be doing in the future.  I am excited to share with you that I have the opportunity to continue to serve alongside of great men and women.  I will be working at Liquid Church in New Jersey.  I will be working at the Morristown Campus.  For those of you into details, I will be working as an Associate Campus Pastor.  I’m super excited to figure out what that exactly means.  I know one thing, I will be able to continue to lead people to life and growth in Christ and partner with others as they explore their journey of faith.  Stay posted to the blog for more info of what I’m doing in life and in ministry!

Now onto the good stuff:

This past Sunday was my last Sunday here at FBC.  The church was incredibly generous in praying for us, thanking us and being a huge blessing to us.  So to all of you from FBC, THANK YOU!  We love you all dearly.  I had the opportunity to preach, to laugh (thanks Bob Miller), and to pour my heart out.  Then later that day was my last youth group.  What a great night!  There were some highlights for sure.  I loved being able to share with students the one thing I want them to remember: To Love God, and To Love Others.  We concluded the evening and my ministry here at FBC with a baptism service.  I could not be more proud of these six students!  Each of them had a story to tell about what brought them to this point and why they wanted to be baptized.  We cheered, hollered, screamed, and whistled in celebration of our six friends who decided to make a public statement that they are following CHRIST!

The pictures tell it all!

To all of the students at FBC, thank you for giving me the opportunity to be your pastor.  Thank you for trusting me.  Thank you for loving me.  Thank you for partnering in the kingdom mischief, I pray that you will keep it up.  I’m super proud of all of you!  God has great things in store for you.

~Peter

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I have a lot of tools in my garage.  There are countless tools.  I have tools to fix cars, tools to work the ground, tools to fix plumbing, tools to work with wood, and tools to fix electric and tools to do a ton of other tasks.

Several of these tools are ridiculously dangerous.  I’ll never forget the time when I saved my dad’s pointer finger from being severed on a table saw.  (That story later)  I have another friend who nearly lost his finger to a table saw.  Every time I operate a table saw I think about lopping my finger off.  I have a chainsaw that loves to rip through wood.  This thing is mean.  Since I heat my house with wood, I have spent a lot of time cutting up trees with this saw.  I have heard horror stories of people who have done incredible damage to themselves with their chainsaws.  Those thoughts run through my mind every time that thing rips!

As I have a garage full of tools to fix my house, garden, or vehicles, as a follower of Jesus there are certain tools that I have at my disposal.  I think that one of the most dangerous tools is prayer.

In the voice of prayer we can diminish others and elevate ourself.  Jon Acuff has a pretty funny blog post about the prayer shot block.  (quite the funny read)  Because we know and believe that prayer is powerful it can be incredibly tempting to use it like one uses a tool to fix their home, car, or yard.  Too often I use prayer as a tool to change God.

I can focus a majority of my prayers on changing God instead of praising God.  I can spend 80% or more of my time asking God to change this person, or give __________ to that person, or even to help me do __________.  It is good and right to be praying for others.  But it seems to me that we miss the boat when all we do is direct God to do this that or the other thing.

What about spending time praising God for who He is?  What about spending time thanking God for what He’s done in your life and the life of others?  What about spending time asking God to forgive you?  What about just being silent before God and listening to what He has to say?  Must you really hear yourself talk the whole time?

When most of your prayers begin with Dear God, please… there may be a problem.  

I might even go out on a limb and say that this is an effort to play god.  In a sense to be god over God.  Every time I see someone trying to be god it never ends well.

I am afraid that this is the pattern of my prayer life far too often!  It’s time to make a change.  Anyone else with me?

~Peter

A Russian iconic depiction of Jacob

Does anyone else have a problem when someone is talking with you and they say, “Sure, I’ll do that but only after you do ____________.”

That drives me crazy.

I feel like saying, “well, are you going to do it or not?  Yes or no.  It is rather quite simple.  Just make up your mind.”  But, I don’t.

We see this all the time.  It seems to show up in every area of life.  This mentality pops up in our relationships with one another, in the work place, in our neighborhoods, and in every other corner of life.

It may look like this:

  • I’ll mow the lawn when you make dinner.
  • I’ll play baseball with you when you clean your room.
  • I’ll listen to you after you drop me off at the movies and let me spend the night at my friends house.
  • I’ll tolerate you if you keep your dog off my lawn.
  • I’ll be your friend only as long as the popular people approve of it.
What would you add to that list?
In Genesis 28, Jacob adds one more to the list.  This one drives me crazy.  It just irritates me.  Check out what he says,
Then Jacob made a vow, saying, “If God will be with me and will keep me on this journey that I take, and will give me food to eat and garments to wear, and I return to my father’s house in safety, then the Lord will be my God.”
That seems to be a tall order!  I want to be comfortable on my trip.  I want my clothes to be provided, and I don’t want to experience any problems in travel.  These three items are no small task.  Think about the time in which Jacob lived.  That would be no small thing.  I’m in no way challenging the power of God, but why does Jacob feel it necessary to?
It seems to me that there are times when we put stipulations on God.  We say, God only when you do this, that, or the other thing will I turn to you and acknowledge your plan for my life.  In my opinion this is a dangerous way to live life.  This is a dangerous way to set up your relationship with God, one based solely upon stipulations.
What do you think?
~Peter

Last night Tiffany and I took our kids over to Central Park here in Doylestown.  It is one of our favorite places to walk while our kids ride their bikes.  Not to mention that Noah and Grace love to run through this massive castle maze!  Noah has recently learned how to ride a bike without training wheels and he is just ecstatic!  Grace is still cruising along with her training wheels for now.  The weather was beautifully cool and the sky was gorgeous.  It was no secret, it was a great night for walking!  There were a lot of people walking dogs, walking alone with their pure white apple earbuds jammed in their ears.  There were young families, like ours, getting their kids out for a pre back-to-school hurrah.  It was a great night for walking!

As great as it was for walking it must have been equally as great a night for segway riding, and the atmospheric pressure must have been premier for boomerang throwing.  (add a hint of sarcasm there)  Why you ask?  Well, because I saw both of those activities happening.

Oh, no big deal you say?  When was the last time you saw someone throwing a boomerang I ask you?

Just wait… It gets better.

The guy riding the segway was the same guy throwing the boomerang.  I was impressed, that boomerang flew back to him each time.  There he was out in the field doing his rythmic dance of throwing, leaning and catching.

Only in Doylestown right?    Pretty cool if you ask me.  I was slightly jealous of both his boomerang skills and his segway skills.  Tiffany and I watched him for a while as we were walking back to our car.  So, Mr. Segway-boomerang man if you somehow stumble on this please contact me and teach me your ways.  Because that would be cool!

Yesterday I started a reading plan with YouVersion, the online Bible reader. I started “Reading God’s story:One year chronological plan”.  So yesterday I read Genesis 1 &2.  Today I read John 1:1-3, Psalm 8, and Psalm 104.  I came across this verse in Psalm 104 (Great Psalm by the way… Go read it!)

24 O Lord, how many are Your works!
In wisdom You have made them all;
The earth is full of Your possessions.

I wondered, was the segway made in God’s wisdom?  What about the boomerang?  And the sport of combining the two activities? The earth is full of His possessions.  While shaving this morning I was looking at the drain thinking, what about modern plumbing?  Did God give all of this to us in His infinite wisdom?

I’m not sure, but I do know that God gave us minds to think and create.  I think God delights in the fact that His creation, who is made in His image, follows His patterns of creativity.  The human mind longs to create, invent, and dream.  So Mr. Segway-boomerang man, I think you not only brought a smile to my face, but to the heart of God.

Keep dreaming.  Keep thinking.  Keep creating.  Who knows what you will come up with.

What is the best creation or invention that you have seen someone come up with lately?  If it’s a website, youtube clip, or picture let’s see them!  

~Peter

From Confessions:

“We are made for God, and our hearts are restless until we find our rest in Him.”  ~Augustine

It’s time to rest.  Our world desperately needs rest.  We live in ridiculously busy culture that moves at a pace that most people can only try and keep up with.

The God of all creation on the seventh day said it is time to rest.

Where are you finding your rest?

~Peter

It is no secret at this point in time.  I’ve been spending a great deal of time in the Psalms lately and it has been amazingly refreshing for me.  Often times I find myself agreeing with the psalmist and saying to myself, “That’s exactly how I feel right now.”  I feel like there is so much flesh on the Psalms.  What I mean is, there is feeling and emotion attached to it in ways that most people can relate to.  I can relate to some of the highs and to some of the lows that we find scattered throughout this book.

Yesterday I was reading Psalm 13.  As I read through the verses I started to feel badly for myself.  I read verse one and two and I shook my head in agreement with David.

How long, oh Lord?  Will You forget me forever?  How long will you hide Your face from me?

How long shall I take counsel in my soul, Having sorrow in my heart all the day?  How long will my enemy be exalted over me?

I was beginning to feel really sorry for myself and I let myself wonder how much longer?  Then there was a turn in my heart and mind.  I don’t think that God has forgotten me, I don’t think that God isn’t speaking to me, I just want more.  So, instead of doing anything about it I whine.  I whine and say God where are you?  How much longer until you __________________.  (Fill in the blank for your own life)

So then I reread the Psalm and I wondered what it would look like if God sent back a direct message in response to Psalm 13.  Here is what I think a possible response could look like: (Insert your name where appropriate)

1. How long, O Peter?  Will you forget me forever?  How long will you turn and hide your face from me?  How long will you try and live life dependent on yourself?

2. How long shall we grieve over you having sorrow in my heart all the day?  How long will you allow our enemy to recieve victory in your life?

3.  Remember me, turn to me, Peter, My child; Open your eyes, don’t you see that you too will die?

4. Our enemy would love to say, “I have him whooped!  Look at him now!”  All those loyal to our enemy would love to shout for joy when your focus on me is impaired.

5. Trust!  Trust in my lovingkindness; Remember, I saved you.  Delight in that!

6. Remember; I have worked in your life faithfully to this point.  Haven’t I?  I’m going to keep doing that.  Let the rythm of my faithfulness stir up a song in your heart.  Belt it out.  Sing that.  May it stir up inside of you.

Some of us need to stop whining about not seeing God in our lives and start seeking Him with all that we’ve got.

“But from there you will seek the LORD your God and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul.”  Deuteronomy 4:29

Let’s do this together; let’s search after Him will all our heart and with all our soul!  What are some practical ways that you have found helpful as you search after God?

~Peter

Let’s play a game.  Here’s the game.  You tell me if this is a verse from the Bible or a quote from a newspaper.

The next day they rose early and offered burnt offerings, and brought peace offeings; and the people sat down to eat and to drink, and rose up to play.

Hopefully that was not hard to figure out.  I think if you wanted to, you could easily fit that into the sports section of a newspaper somewhere.  It could make total sense.  It sounds just like a giant tailgating party.  Honestly, listen to the wording here: Burnt offerings… That’s what men are cooking over some greasy grill they strapped to the back of their truck.  Peace offerings are the contents of your cooler that are given to those parked next to you who have the opposing teams jersey on.  Sitting down to eat and drink, well, I don’t need to explain that one.  Rising up to play happens in every major football stadium parking lot almost every week of the season.

Simple game huh?  Did you guess right?  Well, let’s go one step further… where is that quote from?

Here’s the problem.  The game that was on last night, and the game that we just played are not the only games being played.  I wonder if you and I play games more than we think we do.  I wanted to write a big ‘schpeel’ about ‘who received more worship yesterday’ but I was afraid that in asking that question I would not fairly address the issue.  I wanted to write some catchy lines about “tonight being a good good night”, and about Christina’s remix of the national anthem.  See, for me I don’t care who wins or looses that game.  In fact I don’t care enough about sports to get upset over the winner or loser of any game.  Before you go calling me a nerd for not liking sports hear me out: I LIKE SPORTS, I LIKE PLAYING SPORTS.  However, I’m not a phanatic.   I know a lot of people that love sports.  They’re good people!  So, to keep from being hypocritical and to put myself on the scales as well, it can’t be a question about who recieved more worship yesterday.  The question should be who or what received more worship today.  What about two days ago?  What about a week ago?  What does your worship forecast for tomorrow look like?

Let’s get back to the game.  Each one of us can easily become players in this game.  The game is called, choose your own God and worship it.  The super bowl is only the thing that caught my attention and made me think about it.  But, it is not limited to football.  Football may be your game.  Yet, for others your game is creating a fiscal empire where you reign.  Some people’s game is to please people no matter what the cost is.  Others game is to win the love of that man or woman.  Some of you your game requires premium gas and has five speeds.

I don’t know what your version of the game is.  I do know that the rules are universal for this game.

Rule #1: “You shall have no other God’s before Me.” ~Exodus 20:3

Rule #2: “You shall not worship any other god, for the Lord, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God.”  ~Exodus 34:14

For some help on what this may look like check out Romans 11:33-36 through 12:2.

Whew.  I’ll tell you what, I was getting ready to roast some sports fanatics on here(in love of course) and I’ve ended up roasting myself.

How about you?  Have you set any one or thing before God?  How do you keep yourself from breaking the rules?

~A Game Player

The other day my friend and I were sitting in class, during one of our breaks a discussion of tea and coffee came up.  He has spent some time in England and has come to truly appreciate Tea Time.  I on the other hand feel like I can say that 2010 was the year of Coffee for me.  See, it was in 2010 that I learned to drink coffee in the morning almost every single day.  More appropriately I should say that it was in the year 2010 I learned that I love coffee every morning.  Our discussion of tea and coffee was brief, but long enough for me to think about my coffee consumption habits.
In the year 2010 I found myself waking up and tiredly rolling out of bed to begin my typical routine of helping get the kids ready, fed, and dressed.  Then I would shower, dress, and get on to packing my bag for the day.  I would grab my to go thermos of coffee and head out the door.  I have found that, my consumption of coffee had gone from being “with breakfast”, to being “for breakfast”.
One of the reasons I like coffee is because of it’s thicker than tea feeling.  Now maybe that is because I use a portion of creamer that would make any young calf jealous, or maybe it is because I use enough sugar which requires the use of an old fashioned egg beater to mix it all.  Coffee seems to stick to your bones a bit more then tea does.  It seems to take on the form of breakfast far better then it’s watery English girlfriend, the tea bag.
With all of this having been said, this has become a problem for me.  I have realized that for far to long I was not eating one of the most important meals of the day.  I was not fueling my body for what was to come and I was not experiencing life to the fullest.  Coffee, or tea for that matter, was never intended to be a breakfast supplement.  It was only ever intended to enhance the meal itself.  This has led me to the decision that each and everyday, as best as I can, I will eat breakfast.  Let 2011 be known as the year of the breakfast.
While the previous stories are true of my life and experience, breakfast and coffee are metaphors for a much larger epidemic that runs rampant in our Churches and Christian Communities.  I find that there are many who say that they are followers of Jesus, but what they are really saying is that they are followers of church attendance.  They are turning coffee into breakfast.  I have talked with people who have the most disciplined devotional time and who work their way through the whole Bible in one year yet they show no signs of a connectedness with their Savior!  They have turned coffee into breakfast.  I know that there are people who approach the communion table and wonder more about if it really is the first week of the month, rather than spending those precious moments in a time of remembrance, embracing the mystery of Jesus death, burial and resurrection.  They have turned coffee into breakfast.
It is not enough just to be a really religious person.  It is not enough to be a person who looks really good on the outside but on the inside is like an empty warehouse!   Jesus has so much more for you than that.  Bible reading is great, I highly recommend it, but not in place of truly knowing Christ.  Perfect church attendance is awesome, but not in place of truly knowing Christ.

Are you enjoying coffee for breakfast or along with breakfast?

~Peter