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Saints or Sinners

When you walk into church on a Sunday morning, who do you see around you?  What are those people like?  Are they people who have it all together?  Do they struggle?  Do they doubt?  What do you think and feel?

I know that walking through the front doors of a church can be incredibly overwhelming for some people.  Some people are afraid that if they come to church their skin is going to burn from the holy light that is in that space like some sort of exorcist movie.  They believe that they have done so many horrible things that they won’t ever be accepted in a place like this.  Maybe that is how you feel, or used to feel.  Interestingly enough, the way that we view others affects the way that we engage with others.

It comes down to this?  Do you see church as a collection of saints, or a collection of sinners?

One of the primary reasons that people don’t spend more time engaging in confession and accountability is because they are afraid of being judged by you and me.  Too often we think that the church is a collection of saints and that we are the one sinner that slipped into that community.  That couldn’t be further from the truth.  In fact, we are all sinners, we are all people who at one point in time or another were separated from God.  Too often we believe the lie that I can never measure up, or I’ll never change.  We loose hope and we start to just throw in the towel.

Don’t buy the lie.

That’s the amazing thing about Jesus.  Anyone can come to Him and find that there is still hope no matter how dark their world may seem.  It is because of Jesus’ death on the cross that each one of us with our bruises, scars, and warts can come before God and be seen as beautiful and clean by Him.

The church is not filled with better people, just people who are better off because of it.

So what do you think?  In an honest moment here, do you lean more on the side of seeing people as saints, or sinners?  Let’s take a poll.

~Peter

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Yesterday was a tough day.  Noah had been having a “really hard day”.  That is what he calls a day that has been filled with mistakes, arguments, and disappointments.  Yesterday I tweeted a picture of a note that he gave me.  It was drawn on a paper towel and folded up neatly ensuring that it was tightly packaged.  The note simply says I’m Sorry, with a giant heart on the top.

There were several cool things about this note.

1.  He was not prompted to write it.  No one had to tell him to write an apology note.  It flowed out of his desire to make things right.  He spent time thinking through his visual expression of apology.  Then he put creative effort into the apology.

2.  It came quickly after the “issue”.  It was not long after I had a conversation with Noah about his behavior that he went to the art table and proceeded to work on his note.  There was no delay or gripe session to be had.

3.  He was broken and gentle when he gave it to me.  When he brought it over to me and presented his gift to me, his little voice was soft and gentle.  He had an attitude of brokenness and a really sweet spirit.

What about you?  Think back to the last altercation you were in, how did you resolve it?

It seems to me that we very often after we get in an argument with someone there is a long time before we get around to saying the dreaded words, “I’m Sorry”.  Sometimes we may not ever even say it.  If and when we do say I’m sorry, does your inflection, and body language declare that you are truly sorry, or was it said from an attitude that is far less than sorry?

An apology given that is not actually concerned with correcting and restoring the relationship is no apology at all.

Think, is there someone right now who you need to say I’m sorry to?  If so, what’s stopping you?

~Peter

This past week I have been focusing on Psalm 51 and learning what it means to meditate on the word of God.  I have been doing this for one of my classes at Biblical Seminary called “Formation and Mission”.  The project at hand was to learn two new spiritual disciplines and put them into practice in our lives.  Our group choose simplicity and meditation.  Before you start getting all up tight thinking I’ve become too eastern or anything understand that meditation for a Christian is far different than any other form of meditation.  Richard Foster in his book “Celebration of Discipline” explains it like this:

“Eastern meditation is an attempt to empty the mind; Christian meditation is an attempt to fill the mind.  The two ideas are quite different.  Meditation of Scripture centers on internalizing and personalizing the passage.”

After practicing this discipline for a few short days, I have really appreciated the discipline.  Now, on to the good stuff.

As I mentioned our group chose meditation, and we chose the passage of Psalm 51 to meditate on.  One of the coolest things that I came across after meditating on this psalm was verse 10.  Listen to how the Message paraphrase puts it.

“God, make a fresh start in me,
shape a Genesis week from the chaos of my life.”     Psalm 51: 10

Can you imagine what that would be like?  We know that Psalm 51 is a psalm of David that was written after he had an affair with Bathsheba.  His life is wildly out of control and he was chasing after the desires of his own heart at this time.  Then brokenness hits him.  The reality of what he had done has struck him in the face through the prophet Nathan.  David begins to pour his heart out to God in repentance in this psalm.

Have you had seasons or decades in your life where you were like David?  Okay, maybe not running around spying on naked women from your roof, but maybe you were living a life that was wildly out of control and seeking after the desires of your own heart.  Can you resonate with the words of David?  I can.

I love the beauty in the way the Message put it; “shape a genesis week from the chaos of my life.”  That’s powerful!  A genesis week, the week when all that we know to exist was created.  Shape it from the chaos in my life!  Wouldn’t you love to turn over your life’s chaos and have it shaped into something beautiful?

I know I would.

~Peter

Check out this video by Gungor called “Beautiful things”

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I love music.  I enjoy making music, listening to music, and finding new music.  I happened to catch a portion of MTV’s Video Music Awards two weeks ago (the VMA’s).  I have been on the fence about a particular artist until recently.  I’m talking about none other than Taylor Swift.  It sealed the deal for me when several weeks ago now she included one of my favorite pastors, Pete Wilson and his family in her most recent video.  Check that story out here.

I happened to be watching during Taylor Swift’s performance.  It was unreal.  She did an incredible job.  The message she was sending was huge!  Since MTV has taken all of the video’s down from youtube all I have is the audio from her performance.  Listen to this song.

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Regardless of you know what happened in 2009 during the VMA’s or not(Kanye West!), this song still speaks profoundly.

Some of us feel like Taylor is singing about our lives.  Maybe you’ve lost your balance on a tightrope.  Maybe you’ve blown your relationships with everyone around you.  Maybe you’ve cursed your family out and left them behind without a care.  Maybe you’ve gotten yourself  chemically dependent on some thing or another.  Perhaps you’ve given parts your sexuality away to people it was never intended for.  Guilt can set in and just about wreck a person and cause them to feel worthless and alone.

Jesus knows about this and took care of this problem.  See the reality is that every single one of us has ‘blown it and left ourselves in the warpath.’  We’ve all ‘lost our balance on the tightrope’ of life.  Jesus died on a cross, was buried as every other dead man is, and unlike every other dead man He rose from the dead!(1 Corinthians 15:1-4)  Because of that one action you and I have a hand back up on the tight rope.  We have been picked up out of the warpath and placed in safety.  Forgiveness is here for you.  Hope is here for you.  Restoration is here for you.  True life is here for you.

I watched as a young woman in the spotlight demonstrated forgiveness on national television.  I listened to a musical narrative that made me immediately think of the one who is in the business of forgiveness; Jesus Christ.

~Peter