Feelings

I came home from work today, and Tiffany suggested that I take Noah outside to play. So, I did. We had a great time. He really wanted to throw the frisbee. It is unbelievable how far that dude can throw a frisbee.

He is a champion! It made me think of the times when my dad and I would throw frisbee or play catch or wiffle ball, or whatever it was. But, I loved it. Both then, and now.

My little son is old enough to throw a frisbee back at me! HOW CRAZY IS THAT? I AM ANCIENT. You should put me in a museum. I am feeling old right now.

To top it off, we were looking at book bags online for him as he is going to be headed off to the big scary world of preschool this year! I could be buying my son a book bag, like to actually use! What planet am I on, and what happened to me being young?

Do you feel old? When do you think you will feel old? What is old?

~Mr. Gowesky (Cause you only call old people Mr.)

So, it has been kind of quiet around the salt lick lately. I admire guys like this, and this who can everyday wake up and have the time to get a blog entry out there. Now, don’t get me wrong, I don’t do this because I have to, I do it because I want to. But I am surprised at how quiet I have been over these past few days. I hope to shed some light on it all.

I have been feeling kind of blah lately. Physically I’m fine. However, if I am honest with you, and I want to be honest, I have been feeling kind of blah. I am tired. I am hungry.

I am tired of waking up tired. I am tired of wanting more. I am tired in a good sort of way. I don’t want to sit still and just watch as things go by. I want to be apart of them. I want to be included in the “things”.

I am hungry for all sorts of things, the least of which is food. In the last three weeks, I have been trying to read as much as I can, and learn as much as I can. I am hungry to know more. I want to be the best leader, and pastor that I can be. I am hungry to see God do big things. I couldn’t tell you what they are, or what they should be, all I know is that I am hungry to be apart of it!

I guess I have a lot going through my head in these last few days. I have been thinking about a lot, wondering a lot, and praying a lot. Pray with me that God would do great things here in Doylestown. It is a privilege to serve as the Youth Pastor here at FBC.

~Peter

I am ANCIENT

Quiet times…