It’s 2015. How’s it going? Let’s have a quick check-in… How are those resolutions that you made just a few days ago? I’ll tell you what, it’s tough isn’t it? Here we are less than a month in, and it seems like they are already slipping too far out of sight. I bet by now that you’ve eaten someting you resolved you wouldn’t, called someone you said you were done with, or you choose your couch over the treadmill.
I don’t do resolutions. In fact, I’m done with resolutions. They alwasy feel like I’m trying to boil the ocean. Someone once told me that we shouldn’t try to boil the ocean, it will never happen. So, I’ve given up trying. I’ve given up because I hate the way that it makes me feel when I fail. I’m pretty sure that I have failed nearly every resolution that I have ever made.
That’s because I’m a broken, imperfect, flawed, human. I am trying to figure out how to go through life and become all that God desires for me to be. I’m trying to find my way, and help others. My guess is that you are very similar to me. Our stories are similar…
Eventually we burn out at the gym.
Eventually we stop eating paleo, vegan, natural, clean, or whatever variety of eating is the current rage.
Eventually we go back to whatever makes us feel good even though it hurts us.
Eventually we go back, we give up, we give in.
And that is why I’m so thankful for grace! Grace is the unmerited, unearned favor of God. The beginning of the year always reminds me of my need for grace and my constant struggle against grace. I’m reminded of my need for grace because of all of the times that I fail my resolutions. But I am also reminded of my struggle against accepting grace because my resolutions make it seem like I can accomplish something on my own. If I check off all the boxes on my list, I will be successful and happy. It makes me feel like it’s possible to be a self made man.
That’s why I gave up on resolutions.
But I haven’t given up entirely, just on resolutions. In the beginning of the year I set goals, not resolutions. Goals allow breathing room for grace to squeeze in. I’ll share my goals with you later, but for now, how’s it going? Just remember, you are human, and you are going to make mistakes, and slip up. Don’t worry. There’s grace for that.